R.LUM.R 10. What If I (Still Feel)

We’re fine for weekends

Sex is good all summer

Just to keep it our secret

Back to our regularly scheduled social programming

I guess we’ll still be friends

Friendship is not punishment

Well, that’s what I’m told, right?

The sex ain’t the goal, right?

But these molly pops are pleasing

They take us far away

Giving us a reason

To be like, “Everything's good”

Even though we know better

We stay close 'til daylight

And keep it up all night

We're digging deep for dear life

Dear life

What if I, what if I-I, still feel?

What if I, what if I-I, still feel?

I race to chase paper 'cause

These cops won’t stop killin' us

And never mind my feelings cause

The weak ones get fed to the lions

I need 'em now more than ever (Ever)

I’m under all sorts of pressure (Pressure)

That feels good from a distance

Hm, but close up it’s all business

Oh God, oh God, oh God

Why are you uninvolved?

I want to shut you off?

Oh God, oh God

What if I, what if I-I, still feel?

What if I, what if I-I, still feel?

If I’m made in his image, purposely envisioned

I should have some sense of omniscience or wisdom

Why do I still feel like I’m always complaining?

Feels so fucking real but I’m convinced I’m faking

Put me in this body, I'm inside a stranger

I’m not in control here, I’m still in the manger

Some nights I still feel like, take me to my Maker

I would ask it, "Why put us in so much danger?"

So what if I, so what if I-I, still feel? (Yeah)

So what if I, so what if I-I, still feel? (Yeah)

Steady as it goes, steady as it goes

It goes

Steady as it goes, steady as it goes

It goes

Steady as it goes, steady as it goes

It goes

Steady as it goes, steady as it goes