R.LUM.R 11. Circles

Too many years of this, too many fears of this

Too many tears on deafened ears 'bout shit that don't exist

This time the difference is, I got this confidence

No longer needing your permission for my self defense

I can’t stress this enough, the best self is self love

Tryna find the best in hellishness from which I come

If preservation is what you call "selfishness"

I'd rather be selfish than be helpless to my helplessness

I don't wanna talk in circles to myself

I think I should talk about my mental health

I don't wanna talk in circles to myself

I already know that story way too well

Talk to my, talk to my, talk to my, talk to my (In circles to myself)

Talk to my, talk to my, talk to my, talk to my (Haha)

This worry shit is lethal, got too much shit to do

Too many dreams and people waiting on them comin' true

Our paths were never equal, but I still got love for you

Regardless if you think it’s true

'Cause if I leave, I'm ungrateful and selfish

But if I stay, I end up hateful and helpless

That in between has kept me from my progression

For far too long

Yes, I changed up (Yes, he changed up)

There's no going back

You're only a stranger if you choose to be that

I don't wanna talk in circles to myself

I think I should talk about my mental health

I don't wanna talk in circles to myself

I already know that story way too well

Talk to my, talk to my, talk to my, talk to my (In circles to myself)

Talk to my, talk to my, talk to my, talk to my (Haha)

Talk to my, talk to my, talk to my, talk to my (In circles to myself)

Talk to my, talk to my, talk to my, talk to my (In circles to myself)

Talk to my, talk to my, talk to my, talk to my (In circles to myself)

Talk to my, talk to my, talk to my, talk to my (In circles to myself)

Talk to my, talk to my, talk to my, talk to my (Hey man, uh, must have missed you, but)

Talk to my, talk to my, talk to my, talk to my (Listen, we've been through a lot of shit together, a lot of stuff has changed, and)

I just wanted to see if you were, you know, coming home for the holidays

Um, anyways, I wanted to say that I'm super, super proud of you And we'd love to see you, miss you dude, later