R.LUM.R 08. Middle Of The Night

Every morning lately starts the same

Paralyzing thoughts mislead my brain

I remember it’s no easier to say

"I’ll be okay, I'll be okay"

The cold has gotten colder as I’ve grown

Days got way more short and hard to hold

I’m less like me than I’ve ever been before

Will I be okay? Will I be okay?

And it just feels like I’ll never feel right

Right now it feels like the middle of the night

I know I still mistrust the things I hear

And curl right up, react out of my fear

From overthinking thoughts that are not real

Will I be okay? Will I be okay?

'Cause it just feels like I’ll never feel right

Right now it feels like the middle of the night